6.10.2009

what would have become of me if I'd stayed
would I'd been a hero, 
a victim, 
a slave?

what would have become of me if I'd stayed
would she be safe
lucid
secure

what would have become of me if I'd stayed
would he be well
worse
mad

But, I did not stay. 
I am safe 
lucid
secure
sane

I saved myself. And I still mourn them.